thanks

Thank you for showing me what a true friend is, and what a true friend isn't.

what is wrong with me?

There is something seriously wrong with me. I can be out with my friends, feeling so happy..but then all I want to do is cry. This is so fked up.

On Saturday I had a talk with Mysa..then I ended up getting nightmares. On Sunday we went to BFG's house for a movie night, the boys put me in a headlock. Next thing I know, I was flooded with flashbacks and memories, then I couldn't stop crying. Godamnit. I've been having nightmares ever since..

This sucks. I hate this. I need to talk to someone